Here's the thing. I was growing fond of Jack Lovejoy, as a member, nothing more, and liked his ambition. I wanted to do a project like his - that is, a big game on a console. While this might be all good and dandy in the eyes of you guys, I find it vomiting my copycatting, and I don't feel my years of experience in development excuse it. I need to be my own person and do my own thing and take advantage of the fact I'm thinking pretty clearly right now. I think I generated some fun on this forum talking about my game ideas and sharing lessons, but I think I should pursue a more practical passion, like building and fixing computers.