So I realize that I have been hypersensitive the past week. But I'm getting back on my feet and am forming a hard exterior around myself. I've realized not to rely on others for my satisfaction because it just makes me hypersensitive. I'm not going to rely on friends, family, the weird things psychologists tell me sometimes, enemies, relationships, God, or any other deity which may or may not exist, to get me through things. Just myself. In fact, I have always wanted a good computer but whenever I buy one, it turns out to not be what I wanted, whether I didn't research enough or whatever happened. I have some money, so maybe I will create a thread asking for computer advice and work on that. Maybe get my mind off self-drama a little.